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Doodle of my crush and his friend





I wonder a lot about the people I watch so carefully in school. What is your home life like under a moon. Do you laugh with friends over your new iPhone? Does your phone explode with messages when you don't respond for more than 10 minutes? How much would it take for you to give up? I gave up on trying a while ago, but there are people trying so hard to help me keep going. What do the rich kids have on their wishlist? A new phone? Clothes? Fine jewelry? Maybe all they want is a letter of how much someone cares, how much they matter to people. I know i would love something adjacent to that. But all I get on my birthday is another day. It's been years since I've had a birthday on my birthday. I saw how that person made you upset, i wonder, did you cry? Did you get mad? How many people did you tell? In January I fell in love with a boy i could never get the pleasure of dating. It's good to dream. How do the normal people love? Do they feel it in their chest? Do they base it off of attractiveness or sexual appeal? I wonder about a lot. And I never get an answer.